n.e.x.t

May 2013 baru2 nih aku ada apply utk further study.
Siapkan proposal yg tk seberapa then antar utk kelulusan.
Mmg harap sgt dpt panggilan interview but deep inside aku tk yakin ngn proposal yg aku siapkan.

Tetiba self low esteem kan.,
26.6.2013 baru2 nih, panggilan interview utk further study kuar.
Alhamdulillah nama aku termasuk dlm list berjaya interview.
Ohow...
Mcm tk caya kan.

So this coming tuesday is d date...
Agak nebes. Bukan apa, takut takleh nk jwb soklan interviewer.
Really hope aku berjaya dlm interview nih nanti.
Semangat nk sambung blajar yg tinggi menggunung!

Arini jugak my 1st day period..
Meaning akan teeuskan usaha lagik.
Yakin dgn ketentuan DIA..insyaallah

s.o.j.u.k

Sojuk bangat!
Hahaha. Now i'am staying at heritage hotel cameron highlands.

Klu kat bwh sdg cuaca panas ditambah ngn jerebu, tp kat cameron adalah dingin.
I like this place very much.
So cold.
Cuma tk suka bab jalan tapah yg kecik n banyak selekoh.

Ekcely sy amik cuti arini.
Nk ikut asben nyer pasal.
Kehkehkeh..
Maklum la masih berdua.
Tu yg rajin mengekor asben.

Klu dah anak ramai tatau la.
Silap2 kena tinggal kat umah je.
Asben ada meting sbnrnya.
Tu yg dpt tido kat heritage nih.
Hotel nih kat area tanah rata.
Syiok lor..
Macam2 ada kat sini..
Bilik dia pun not bad.
Kebetulan plak asben dpt family room..
Haiyooo sgt besar...
Bule joging dlm bilik mcm nih...
Miahahaha....

Smntara tunggu asben meting, stay dlm bilik jelah.
Malas nk kuar sorang2...

Last monday sempat derma darah.
1st time derma darah.
Sblm nih ms zaman blajar dulu tk brani nk derma.
Takut gemuk kununnya..
Now sememangnyer dah gemok, apalagik derma lah darah...
Siap dapat sijil. Dpt buku merah..
Pasnih nk derma lagik lah kan..
Tak salah derma darah..
Untuk yg memerlukan..

h.e.n.p.o.n

sabtu smlm 15.6.2013..
g alamanda sbb adik ajk mkn kat dome.
maka kami laki bini zass ke alamanda.

smpi alamanda dlm pkl 11.30am.
awal lagik. nk mkn pun perut masih kenyang.
maka merayap dulu. masuk aeon soping barang dapur skit.
siap wat ujian tulang ngn anlene.

hasilnya, alhamdulillah masih ok.
both of us nyer tulang in gud condition.
cumer nyer dpt ilmu baru cara nk bancuh susu anlene.
selama nih aku guna air panas. SALAH hokeh!

sepatutnya, guna air suam je @ air sejuk.
hot water cannot.
1st kena sediakan air suam @ air sejuk dlm 200ml
then masukkan 4 sudu besar susu anlene.
pastu kacau sebati.
oppsss aku dah dpt shaker anlene smlm.
kira lagik mudah la keje aku pasnih..
hebat2..

pastu g layan mkn kat dome.
bnyk gak la menu nyer.
haku amik chicken cajun..
pastu layan chocolate cake..
mantop sungguh cokelatnyer...
abis diet haku.

pas mkn, tetiba asben nk beli hp.
owh, suspen jugak haku.
tgh2 bulan nih mana der modal kan.
haku tgh hitung hari tunggu gaji jer nih.
miahaha...

rerupanya mmg asben ada duit.
abis sume kedai hp kat alamanda tu kami jelajah.
suda nya beli kat celcom jugek..
asben amik galaxy note s4..
hebat la somi sy...
bravo bebeh!

haku jugak yg tkmo beli.
modal takdok.
dok tgh nunggu duit bayaran petugas spr...
almost 2 months dah..
sabo n sabo....

tp duit tu nnti nk beli cincin plk..
nk simpan duit utk umah baru lagik,..
haiyoo, bnyk plk plan nyer kan..

moga Dia murahkan rezeki,..insyaallah...

d.r.e.a.m.c.o.m.e.t.r.u.e

last monday 10.6.2013 considered as a day in history.
apa  taknya hari g amik kunci umah.
alhamdullah, tercapai dah hasrat sy nk beli umah..
last year signed agreement.
masa tu umah still under construction.

end of may baru2 nih dpt letter from developer asked us to take home key..
big thank to Allah for grant me with this rezeki.
it's not early for me to got own home at the age of 33.
however its better late than never rite?

me, myself realized that HE grant me with rezeki but not too early compared with others.
for example during early 20's, me graduated one year late compared to others.
in fact my sister used to finished her study on age of 22 but mine finished at age of 23.

when it comes to job, thank to Him. He gaves me oppurtunity to work at age of 24 but i only got permanent job at the age of 30.
and after fulfill govt requirement, i got conformation at age of 31.
a bit late rite.

then when its come to marriage life, also late.
in fact i'm the one who get married at age of 31, where as all my siblings got married at age of 20's..my eldest brother and my sister got married at age of 23 while my younger brother got married at age of 29 and the youngest in family get married at age of 25..
also my parent, both of them get married at age of 22 and 21..
can u see d different between me and my beloved family?

not only that, the saddest thing happened when i am the one in my family didnt have children after almost 2 years of marriage. on the other hand, all of my siblings used to have baby during their 1st year of marriage..funny rite. (laughing but deep inside feel bad..haha)

so when only i am able to have own home at age of 33, just accept it with redha...
i know HE'll gives me but after some time.
HE want me to be closed to HIM, prayed to HIM then HE gaves me the reward.

that's me..
thanks GOD...U give me rain but after heavy rain U gave me a rainbow...

s.a.b.t.u.p.u.n.y.e.r.c.i.t.e.r

smlm ari sabtu. 8.6.2013 ada 2 task yg kena settle.

1st, bwk mak g check up mata kat hospital pantai air keroh.
regular check up.
alhamdulillah sume ok. next appoinment bln jun 2014.

sbb dtg lmbt smlm, so hampir pkl 12 baru settle kat spital.
so next task, bwk mak g buat pasport kat uc melaka.
mula2 plan nk g imigresen kat area sri negeri tu, tp sbb settle lmbt, so tak brani la plk. takut dah tutup.
sbb tutup pkl 1pm. ari sabtu la kan..

utc mlk bukak smpi pkl 9pm, so sempat sgt la kan.
smpi utc mlk dlm pkl 12lebey..
siap kena bwk mak g amik gambo jap. mujur kat utc tu siap ada kedai gambo..

settle isi brg sume, bwk mak g aeon mlk jap.
sementara nk tgu pasport ready pkl 2.30pm.
layan makan2 n bwk mak soping skit kat aeon, then g utc amik pasport plk..

settle suda 2 tugasan penting @ mlk.
shoot ke mastanah plk.
otw sempat singgah beli kuih keria sedap kat limbungan..
sgt sodap kot.
jalan plk jammed. apalagik sbb coconut shake klebang la kan.
ngk org beratur nk beli coconut shake punya la ramai.
tak jadik beli..

terus ke mastanah.
bwk mak g kedai emas..nk betulkan rantai.
harga emas tgh murah ok. rm145 segram.
haiyoooo...klu ada duit sure suda ku sambar itu cincin emas..
misi nk tempah baju tak berjaya.
kedai dah tkmo amik tempahan...
nk raya sgt dah ke?...baru nk masuk syaaban kot..
huhuhu...

j.u.n

bulan jun 2013 suda..
meaning dah separuh tahun 2013 berlalu.
hasrat nk dpt baby 2013 tk berjaya nmpknya.
masa berlalu ngn pantas.
tanamkan azam n panjatkan doa moga DIA bg peluang utk aku jadik ibu pd usia 34...insyaallah..

jauh tersasar nmpknya.
sblm kawwn dulu, aku dah plan..
2011 kawen
2012 anak 1st
2014 anak 2nd
2016 anak 3rd....

perancangan oleh aku, hambaNYA
namun DIA yg menentukan.
now dah 2013, usia perkahwinan pun hampir 2 thn n masih berdua.
mmg kdg2 rasa sedey.

namun, redha..
DIA berikan aku rezeki yg lain.
alhamdulillah.
DIA berikan aku soulmate yg sgt baik.
DIA berikan aku rezeki kewangan, kerja n kebahagiaan.
alhamdulillah, rumah pun dah berjaya beli.
next monday nk g amik kunci umah dah.
cukup la semi-D buat tpt berteduh..
alhamdulillah. terima kasih ya Allah...


weekend baru2 nih, asben belikan aku jam n sandal.
tetiba jer kan..adiah anniversary utk1 thn 8 bln agaknya..
mekasih syg!

takkan putus asa even kdg2 ada rasa kecewa..
terus berharap moga diberikan rezeki buat kami berdua..
cepat atau lambat hanya DIA yg maha mengetahui..