w.i.r.a

My Beloved Wira,

we've been together for more than 12 years
i luv u very much even sometimes u hurt me..my pocket
u're d one that i have..solely mine with my own money..
with u, i've travelled so many places..
all states in penisular Malaysia except Kelantan..
yup, i didnt bring u to Kelantan yet bcoz most of d time i took flight

there r lot of memories with u..
memories with boyfrens..girlfrens & of course family members
i'll let u go doesnt mean i didnt luv u anymore

but,

i have too
i have no choice since i cant rely on u to travel far
so, i must have another car in order to bring me back to my hometown
whenever my husband cannot bring me back

anyhow, i luv u with all my heart..no doubt..
sayonara WIRA HATIKU...

*************

adalah satu kesedihan untuk melepaskan perkara yg kita sayang kpd org lain..
cuma kadang2 kita terpaksa memilih yg terbaik utk kemudahan diri kita sendiri..

so,

last monday saya & asben g Perodua P15..
just tanya2 how 2 trade in my own car wt new one..
so yesterday we went to perodua again wt my car..
the valuer agreed to buy my car at 4.7K
at first he mentioned 4.5K but, knowing me..i'll try to nego
so he gave me 4.7k

with that, i am officially buy new car..
AXIA only..
cukup la utk diriku yg comel nih
malas nk pakai kete yg mahal2..
takut tk mampu
bukan apa, last year dah belikan abah Axia which is masih under installment..
nih tambah satu lagik..
so monthly dlm RM800 utk 2 kereta, should be ok for me
rather than i have 2 pay for more than 1K every month if i take luxurious car

insyaallah i'll get my new car soon..
hope for d best..
dun know the exact date since they have to order for Axia with black colour..
the seller told me there are axia available with yellow, white, green & blue colour..
but, again knowing me, i want d black Axia..
so i'm willing 2 wait till the black Axia available for me..

anyhow, Thank you ALLAH for this rezeki u give to me..

o.f.f.i.c.i.a.l

its official already..
my convocation date is on 23rd October 2016, at morning session..
alhamdulillah...banyak masa ada ptg tu..hihi

last year my younger brother convo kat UKM, sesi petang ari ahad..
agak rushing..ngn ujan lagik ms tu
really hope ms sy convo nnti cuaca cerah..baru la santek gamba
lebey excited sbb bole baling mortar board kali nih..hahaha

during my degree, i have no oppurtunity nak baling mortar board..
sedey kan..
being IIUM graduans, they just give us tudung with stripes of IIUM logo for ladies while for man they got songkok also with stripes of IIUM logo..
anyhow i am proud to be INTERNATIONAL ISLAMIC UNIVERSITY OF MALAYSIA graduate!
hahahahaha
this is what we called, tempat jatuh lagi dikenang, inikan pula tpt bercinta..
eceh..

waktu bercinta mmg penuh warna warni..in fact always sesak kan pala otak kita
but once u're getting married, no more perkara yg menyakitkan ati..
suddenly both of u become cool & trying so hard to know each other.

so to all guys out there, please do not waste ur time with coupling..
just ask the girl hand for marriage life..
then ur life become wonderful..

another story..
yesterday was may social day..
d day i meet up my frens for 2 times..
during lunch time, i have a date with luvly girlfrens from UPM..
they treat me for besday..in fact i got lipstic by MAC from my sweet fren..
thanks a lot gal.. always miss all of u..
rindu nk bergelak ketawa dalam kelas..
4 of us very sempoi..

after opis hour, once again i came to alamanda to meet my deepeya fren..
she just came back from Osaka..
i order from her shiseido..
hope 2 become pretty like japanese..
hahahha
my fren told me, Japanese ladies are sweet and thin..they r not obese at all..
so, if i want to travel to japan, i must go for gym to get good shape of my body..
so when i reach there its not hurting me..
hahaha

whatever..hope to be in good shape but i am always eats a lot..
how?

really hope one day i will get my previous weight at early marriage..51kg
now its turn to 65kg..so sad u know...
maybe i am happy now..so that's y i gain weight...
hahahaha

in addition, TTC also contribute to may body weight..
if i take clomid then i am always feel hungry..
so i used to take more food..

anybody can help me?
 

t.r.a.v.e.l

aku nak cite pasal travel..
tatau nape tapi lepas dah bertahun2 kawen nih, rasanya kami minat travel..
maybe sbb takde sgt komitmen so aku n asben lebih suka spent duit utk travel..
siap ada tabungan lagi hokeh utk travel..

please..please..please

jgn blame aku n asben. yup, aku dgr gak kadang2
ada yg kata, untongla korang takde anak bole travel..
then so what? sepatutnya korang yg ada anak la enjoy bwk anak2 g travel..
compare ngn kami berdua..setiap kali travel muka kami berdua jelah..aku pandang dia, dia pandang aku..nmpk tak klakar kat situ? hahaha

satu perkara yg aku tanamkan dalam ati..setiap yg berlaku itu dengan izinNYA
kalau Allah blm nk kurniakan kami cahaya mata, then what should i do?
takkan nk meratap tiap2 ari kan..

meh cite balik psl travel..
awal tahun aritu aku n asben ke Thailand..
sempat pegi yek ms cuti semester bln Feb 2016 aritu..
kami cover 3 district terus, PHUKET - KRABI - HATYAI
amik masa 5 hari
kami fly ke Phuket..pkl 8am dah smpi sana
then stayed kat PHUKET satu malam..
second day bertolak ke KRABI by van
stayed at KRABI for 2 nights
then hari ke-4, kami bergerak ke HATYAI, also by van
stayed 1 night at Hatyai then going back to KL by bus..

apa yg aku nak citer, kena rajin study blog org lain kalau nak travel..
mmg kita tak penah smpi satu2 tpt tu..
thats y kena wat research..
kalau duit banyak bole la guna travel agent kot but, me prefer berdiri atas kaki sendiri kot..hahaha

bukan apa, rasanya lebih santai sbb kita yg atur jadual kita sendiri..
cth nya, masa kat PHUKET, kami mmg takde amik apa2 aktiviti..
just jalan2 n beli souvenir skit. then layan pancake sblh ptg kat area pantai
malam plk, g ngk night life kat Bangla Road.
okeh..tpt tu mmg tak sesuai utk budak2 kecik. tayah la bwk anak2 ke sana.
siap ada tarian tiang kot..ko mampu nk bagi anak ko ngk?
matilanak! heheh

next morning tu kami terus ke KRABI. dalam pkl 12 noon dh smpi Ao Nang dah..
Jap, Krabi pekan dia ye..nk duk kat pantai kena g Ao Nang..
ms ari smpi kat Phuket kami dah cari siap2 van utk ke Ao Nang nih..
sbb pkl 8am diorang dah pick up kita kat hotel..

masa kat KRABI plk, kami amik pakej island tour.
Pakej PHI PHI ISLAND..
ari smpi tu dah cari dah, bayar siap2 utk trip next morning..
malam 1st tu kami g pasar malam kat KRABI TOWN..
utk island trip tu, pagi2 mmg agent dah pick up kita kat hotel..bawak ke pantai
nnti kat pantai diorang bg briefing & bwk kita naik bot..
mmg cantik la tpt2 yg diorang singgah tu..
sape berani mmg boleh turun snorkling
g jugak Maya Bay
tghr tu singgah Phi Phi Island utk makan tghri
then sambung plk snorkling kt tgh2 laut..
pastu dalam pkl 4pm balik semula ke Ao Nang..
serius mmg best kalau join trip nih..
nak dapat harga pakej yg murah kena pandai2 tawar la yek..
skill tu pentng

last day kat KRABI, just lepak2 n tunggu van pick up utk ke Hatyai..
smpi Hatyai dlm pkl 4.00 pm

sempat heret asben g cari Thai Silk kat area2 hotel tu
kami tido kat centre..mmg marbeles sbb mlm tu happening. ada jual2 bwh hotel tu
apalagik, sesi menghabiskan duit la kan..hehe
tiket bas utk ke KL pun kami beli siap2 ms petang baru smpi hatyai tu

next morning, bas ke KL dlm pkl 10.00 pagi..smpi KL dah pukul 9.00 malam
nmpk tak jauh nye masa perjalanan kat situ
so asben kata, next time takmo nek bas. better g ngn flight je..
baik la asben..saya yng menurut perintah..
hahaha

btw..utk 2017 kami dah ada 4 trip..

Feb 2017 ke KB
Apr 2017 ke KK
Early Ogos 2017 ke KRABI
End Ogos 2017 ke KB

so, sila la bertabah 2 org budak ini utk menabung utk 2017 nye trip....
aku siap plan dah, klu tetiba aku pregnant dlm ms terdekat pun,
akan ku hangkut baby comel utk join trip nnti..
nampak tak keazaman seorang mama disitu?

hahaha

layan..

so to all people out there,
just go wherever you want to go..
jgn jadikan anak sebagai alasan..
bumi Allah ini terlalu luas utk dijejaki..

f.i.n.a.l.ly

finally...
abis jugak sesi blajar aku nih. dah tamat ngn jayanya august 2016 aritu.
now tgu jemputan utk convo jelah. insyaallah Okt nih
masterji la yek..
nak sambung PHD mcm tk brani je. hehe

usaha ttc..
dah start semula awal jan 2016 aritu..
setakat nih dah 2 kali on clomid & 2 kali buat IUI..
kali ni kat hospital serdang..to be exact IUI di Fakulti Kesihatan UPM
kena charge tp alhamdulillah dpt rate student..tak mahal sgt la..
rasanya dlm 1k kot utk 2x IUI nih
still rezeki utk memiliki anak blm memihak kpd kami..
2x aku gagal IUI..
doktel dah bg clomid & ubat utk tebalkan dinding rahim..
aku belum start makan pun lagi..tgu next cycle

last august, sempat bercuti ke pulau redang ngn asben & kawan2..
mmg best tpt tu..nice view..mmg sgt indah ciptaan Allah
tak bape mahal pun..rate utk kami RM350 per pax..
including penginapan, ticket ferry return, makan, minum & 3x trip snorkling
kami stay d Reedang Lagoon Chalet..
mmg betul2 tepi pantai..jalan kaki je lps turun feri ke hotel
enjoy mmg enjoy la..alhamdulillah

before redang, mid august aku ikut asben ke JB
dia ada keje kat sana..so aku adalah si penyibuk..
asalkan bole berjalan..ku setuju kan aje nk mengikut dia

sad thing happened in august 24..
asben jatuh moto..alhamdulillah tak teruk mana..
luka kat siku
anta moto g repair..abis gak la 2.4k
syukur alhamdulilah asben tak teruk..
that's y bole smpi redang..
kalau tak mmg kensel la trip ke redang aritu..

latest, asben dh start sambung blajar plak..
dia sambung kt utm..kelas weekend
gud luck incik asben.
i will always support u..muahhhh

smlm duk sorang2 kat umah..
apalagik, start projek menjahit semula
berjaya siapkan 4 sarung bantal comel + 2 big size

buku citer pun ada lagik 2 kotak yg blm dibaca..
tu sume projek ms lapang sy..
yup, lps abis blajar nih mcm dh tatau nkwt apa plk
hehe
sblm nih mcm bz sgt ngn asgnmt & exam..

apa2 pun, tak putus berharap..
moga DIA kurniakan sy n asben zuriat sebagai pengisi kekosongan kami berdua..
insyaAllah...