1st time

After almost 7 years of marriage..this is d historic day in my life..we got quarrel because of silly thing. He mad @ me..he scold me bcoz of anyone else..it seems that anything that i've done was not right..

what am feeling right now?

I feel very2 sad...never ever in our marriage life we quarel like this. He said that i am not doin gud thing..he make me crying..

i didnt have feeling rite now. Am not able to hate him..i luv him very much..i just want him to understand me..

didnt he know that i am d one who r holding on promise tightly?

When u said A..then 4 me it must be A

he didnt undestand me..
he scolding me..
what should i do..
deep inside i feel so sad...

help me GOD
give me strength to go through all this...

dapat kunci

alhamdulillah..alhamdulillah
akhirnya...dapat gak kunci umah larai 

setahun ye sy tunggu..hahaha

apa taknya, last year sy dpt ofer ni 12.1.2017
loan sy lulus 29.3.2017
g settle deposit maintenance kat developer 29.5.2017

pastuuuuuuuuuuuuu
senyap sunyi sepi..

pastuuuu
sy gaduh ngn lawyer skit..haha
pentipu ah lawyer tu nye staff
ekceli lawyer ni bukan kita pilih sendiri
mmg da ditetapkan..
tp da rezeki sy agaknya, lawyer tu slow n pentipu
last2 dgr dia benti keje..org lain take over keje dia

drag puye drag....
baru dis 2017 aritu bank release payment..
so, sy br amik kunci umah 9hb jan aritu..

smlm da check defect...mcm tkde plk nmpknya
ke mata sy tk cukup cekap..
haha

td da start cari org utk kitchen kabinet n grill
yg grill ni dia bg rm2100 utk grill
kitchen kabinet katanya rm5800

sy nk jmpa dua2 kontrator ni ari sabtu ni
hopefully everything goes smoothly la..

kali ni mcm ada konflik skit ngn partner
ikut dia la yek

aku malas nk pikir bnyk
mmg cuba utk siapkan umah tu cepat2 supaya bole pindah
ngn bajet yg tak bape bnyk

klu bole mmg tanak buat loan lagik sbb takut tkleh byr
so ni mmg nk guna sumber yg ada je nih

moga rezeki aku dimurahkan...insyaallah..

welcome 2018

welcome 2018..
better late than never rite?
arini da 4hb Januari 2018..

am hoping d best for this year 2018..
before diskus more on 2018, let me share a a bit about last year 2017.

in term of work life, d ending was not so good
because i had quarel wt my subordinate..can i say quarell?

usually, i can handle situation if anything bad happened at office. 
i can stay calm..giving them smile like nothing happened
but, not this time

maybe i have so many works to do..
and she came to me and used to talking and talking non stop..
i' m just saying, its end of d year already..just rileks..
but, 
she cant accept it..
knowing that she is makcik bawang..so i just ignored her..
she left my room wt frustration

later, i sms my other staf, she said that makcik bawang used to cry bcoz of that incident..
me? 
i didnt do anything but, for many days gak la feeling guilty
but, what to do?
its already happened kan..

come on la..i am just simple human being..i am not prophet who grant by GOD maksum..
so plis plis n plis..i have my own limit..
if u keep on nagging at me..told me to do this and that..what?
u think u r gud enough?

eventhough i am younger than you, but plis have sum respect to me..
so, until today, i am not talking too much at work.
keep silent is better than words..
ok la..enough psl acik bawang..

in term of my personal life, i ended 2017 with shoping..
omg, surprisingly this lady spent a lot of money 4 shoping..
& i am do it alone..ahahaha..without my husband beside me. 
cant u imagine that?

i traced my soping habit lately..
1st i used to buy 2 pairs baju kurung through online..
2nd, i just met my fren few days before & she told me that she now under facial treatment..
knowing me da lama sgt tak g facial..
i was so excited & wanna do that treatment too..

so, after met her, i just went back to office & started googling more about facial & massage..
so, i make an appoinment 4 massage last saturday..
RM70 for one hour traditional massage..
alhamdulillah, i have done it!

after massage, i used to go to alamanda bcoz i wanna buy new working shoe. 
before that i just googled d website & there was 50% discount..
i used to go to carlo rino & so many things on sale..
so, not only one, i used to buy 2 shoes..
one is loafer & another one is pump..both were in red colour..
burn RM135 at carlo rino..
then, i used to go to parkson & buy one lady jean RM49.00..
d reason was my husband used to buy 3 pairs jeans so me want that one too..
hahahaha

my bad...
on sunday, i have my 1st facial treatment @ hanan..
i used to take the most cheapest package. it cost me RM499..
this time my husband gave me money..thank you b...ilebiu more n more..

ouh another things is, i also buy 5 tudung bawal through onlie. it cost me RM110..this tudung still on d way..i havent receive it..
so, am still waiting for this bawal..
hahahahaha..

my story for opening 2018...
let me tell u later ya..
got to go...