h.e.n.p.o.n

sabtu smlm 15.6.2013..
g alamanda sbb adik ajk mkn kat dome.
maka kami laki bini zass ke alamanda.

smpi alamanda dlm pkl 11.30am.
awal lagik. nk mkn pun perut masih kenyang.
maka merayap dulu. masuk aeon soping barang dapur skit.
siap wat ujian tulang ngn anlene.

hasilnya, alhamdulillah masih ok.
both of us nyer tulang in gud condition.
cumer nyer dpt ilmu baru cara nk bancuh susu anlene.
selama nih aku guna air panas. SALAH hokeh!

sepatutnya, guna air suam je @ air sejuk.
hot water cannot.
1st kena sediakan air suam @ air sejuk dlm 200ml
then masukkan 4 sudu besar susu anlene.
pastu kacau sebati.
oppsss aku dah dpt shaker anlene smlm.
kira lagik mudah la keje aku pasnih..
hebat2..

pastu g layan mkn kat dome.
bnyk gak la menu nyer.
haku amik chicken cajun..
pastu layan chocolate cake..
mantop sungguh cokelatnyer...
abis diet haku.

pas mkn, tetiba asben nk beli hp.
owh, suspen jugak haku.
tgh2 bulan nih mana der modal kan.
haku tgh hitung hari tunggu gaji jer nih.
miahaha...

rerupanya mmg asben ada duit.
abis sume kedai hp kat alamanda tu kami jelajah.
suda nya beli kat celcom jugek..
asben amik galaxy note s4..
hebat la somi sy...
bravo bebeh!

haku jugak yg tkmo beli.
modal takdok.
dok tgh nunggu duit bayaran petugas spr...
almost 2 months dah..
sabo n sabo....

tp duit tu nnti nk beli cincin plk..
nk simpan duit utk umah baru lagik,..
haiyoo, bnyk plk plan nyer kan..

moga Dia murahkan rezeki,..insyaallah...

d.r.e.a.m.c.o.m.e.t.r.u.e

last monday 10.6.2013 considered as a day in history.
apa  taknya hari g amik kunci umah.
alhamdullah, tercapai dah hasrat sy nk beli umah..
last year signed agreement.
masa tu umah still under construction.

end of may baru2 nih dpt letter from developer asked us to take home key..
big thank to Allah for grant me with this rezeki.
it's not early for me to got own home at the age of 33.
however its better late than never rite?

me, myself realized that HE grant me with rezeki but not too early compared with others.
for example during early 20's, me graduated one year late compared to others.
in fact my sister used to finished her study on age of 22 but mine finished at age of 23.

when it comes to job, thank to Him. He gaves me oppurtunity to work at age of 24 but i only got permanent job at the age of 30.
and after fulfill govt requirement, i got conformation at age of 31.
a bit late rite.

then when its come to marriage life, also late.
in fact i'm the one who get married at age of 31, where as all my siblings got married at age of 20's..my eldest brother and my sister got married at age of 23 while my younger brother got married at age of 29 and the youngest in family get married at age of 25..
also my parent, both of them get married at age of 22 and 21..
can u see d different between me and my beloved family?

not only that, the saddest thing happened when i am the one in my family didnt have children after almost 2 years of marriage. on the other hand, all of my siblings used to have baby during their 1st year of marriage..funny rite. (laughing but deep inside feel bad..haha)

so when only i am able to have own home at age of 33, just accept it with redha...
i know HE'll gives me but after some time.
HE want me to be closed to HIM, prayed to HIM then HE gaves me the reward.

that's me..
thanks GOD...U give me rain but after heavy rain U gave me a rainbow...

s.a.b.t.u.p.u.n.y.e.r.c.i.t.e.r

smlm ari sabtu. 8.6.2013 ada 2 task yg kena settle.

1st, bwk mak g check up mata kat hospital pantai air keroh.
regular check up.
alhamdulillah sume ok. next appoinment bln jun 2014.

sbb dtg lmbt smlm, so hampir pkl 12 baru settle kat spital.
so next task, bwk mak g buat pasport kat uc melaka.
mula2 plan nk g imigresen kat area sri negeri tu, tp sbb settle lmbt, so tak brani la plk. takut dah tutup.
sbb tutup pkl 1pm. ari sabtu la kan..

utc mlk bukak smpi pkl 9pm, so sempat sgt la kan.
smpi utc mlk dlm pkl 12lebey..
siap kena bwk mak g amik gambo jap. mujur kat utc tu siap ada kedai gambo..

settle isi brg sume, bwk mak g aeon mlk jap.
sementara nk tgu pasport ready pkl 2.30pm.
layan makan2 n bwk mak soping skit kat aeon, then g utc amik pasport plk..

settle suda 2 tugasan penting @ mlk.
shoot ke mastanah plk.
otw sempat singgah beli kuih keria sedap kat limbungan..
sgt sodap kot.
jalan plk jammed. apalagik sbb coconut shake klebang la kan.
ngk org beratur nk beli coconut shake punya la ramai.
tak jadik beli..

terus ke mastanah.
bwk mak g kedai emas..nk betulkan rantai.
harga emas tgh murah ok. rm145 segram.
haiyoooo...klu ada duit sure suda ku sambar itu cincin emas..
misi nk tempah baju tak berjaya.
kedai dah tkmo amik tempahan...
nk raya sgt dah ke?...baru nk masuk syaaban kot..
huhuhu...

j.u.n

bulan jun 2013 suda..
meaning dah separuh tahun 2013 berlalu.
hasrat nk dpt baby 2013 tk berjaya nmpknya.
masa berlalu ngn pantas.
tanamkan azam n panjatkan doa moga DIA bg peluang utk aku jadik ibu pd usia 34...insyaallah..

jauh tersasar nmpknya.
sblm kawwn dulu, aku dah plan..
2011 kawen
2012 anak 1st
2014 anak 2nd
2016 anak 3rd....

perancangan oleh aku, hambaNYA
namun DIA yg menentukan.
now dah 2013, usia perkahwinan pun hampir 2 thn n masih berdua.
mmg kdg2 rasa sedey.

namun, redha..
DIA berikan aku rezeki yg lain.
alhamdulillah.
DIA berikan aku soulmate yg sgt baik.
DIA berikan aku rezeki kewangan, kerja n kebahagiaan.
alhamdulillah, rumah pun dah berjaya beli.
next monday nk g amik kunci umah dah.
cukup la semi-D buat tpt berteduh..
alhamdulillah. terima kasih ya Allah...


weekend baru2 nih, asben belikan aku jam n sandal.
tetiba jer kan..adiah anniversary utk1 thn 8 bln agaknya..
mekasih syg!

takkan putus asa even kdg2 ada rasa kecewa..
terus berharap moga diberikan rezeki buat kami berdua..
cepat atau lambat hanya DIA yg maha mengetahui..

s.g.G.o.l.o.k

selama nih dgr je citer org.
asik sebut sg golok..sg golok
nah! arini aku dah smpi kat sg golok rantau panjang
bukan setakat duk tepi sg tp siap naik bot lagik.

senang citer aku naik bot kat sg golok
bot nih kira pengangkutan utama yg hubungkan masyarakat thailand n malaysia yg duk kat area sempadan..

ttiba bule plk terbayangkan citer kl gangster.
miahahaha...ko mampu?

memula just ngk jer dari tepi sg tapi tetiba asben bg idea utk naik bot.
sian kat bini katanyer..
first time maghi kelate..

yolah abe....
kawe layankan sajooo....

t.r.i.p.2.k.e.l.a.n.t.a.n

sy di kelantan nih!
hooyeeeh.

1st time hokeh dtg bercuti kat sini.
biasanya dtg KB atas urusan kerja.
g pun ngn flight.
nih 1st time guna jalan darat.
sakit vontot kot.
8 jam dlm kete.

stay kt pengkalan kubor.
tpt lama asben n family.
kira layan kenangan lor incik asben n pil.

mcm2 ada kt kltn nih rupanya..
duty free blm g lagik.
sg golok nmpk dah.
takbai  thailand pun nmpk dah.
merungut kat asben sbb tk bwk pasport.
sabo jelah.

h.a.i.y.o.o.o

sgt lama tk update..
bukan malas. selalu sgt try nk buat post baru tp asik la tk bley.
loading jer manjang screen kat pc haku tu. sakit jiwa dowh.
guna tab nih bule plk. haiyooooo..
sgt tk phm.

awal bln 5 aritu telah berlangsungnyer pru ke 13 utk negaraku gemilang terbilang nih.
mmg sgt gemilang kot.
mcm2 kejutan.
yg menang / kalah. adat bertanding la kan.
paling mengejutkan bila dato ali rustam kalah.
haishYyy sgt terkejut kot.

aku pulak 1st time jadik petugas.
1st time jugak la aku tk mengundi.
malas nk ngundi awal sbnrnya.ma,

alah tak g mengundi pun aku confident bn bule menang kat tpt aku tu..
kg melayu la katakan.
BN dulu, kini dan selamanya kot kat kg tu...
miahahahaha..

feel jadik petugas a.k.a kerani , mengundi syiok jugak.
tapi letih tk terkata.
syiok sbb buat keje takyah guna mental.
takyah pk langsung.
sgy diferent ngn officework aku la kan...mma
just semak nama ngn no ic, pastu baca kuat2 bg agen dgr.
ar d end suara aku pun dah serak2..
seminggu jugak kot kuar suara jantan haku nih..
miahahaha...
cuma yg tk syioknyer sgt letih.
kuar umah pkl 5am smpi umah pkl 1.30am.
can u imagine that?
aku jadik tak selesa.
ngn sakit perut + letih sbb tk mandi2..
hangin gak la haku.
smpi tahap nk bergaduh dah ngn laki...
huhuhu...

ok....citer lain plk.
mgu ke 2 bln 5 nih jugak mothers day kan.
so balik kg  spend time ngn mak.
bwk mak g mkn pizza...
tu jelah. adiah? takde apa2 pun...
keji sungguh aku nih kan..

citer psl ttc plk...
so far masih blm berhasil.
dah try mkn ubat yg adik suggest tu.
masuk kotak kedua dah tp nan ado pun.
tatau la..kdg2 terpikir mcm dah berhenti berharap..
ada nada majuk kan..tapi apa2 pun kena balik pd DIA..
pantang mkn mcm2 pun tak jalan jugak klu blm masanya DIA nk bg rezeki tu. mmg takleh lari dari rasa sedih. nangis tu dah biasa sgt kot. nangis sorang2. tny pd diri nape susah sgt..
ngk org lain giler punye senang kot...ouhhhhh
rasa mcm nk hantuk pala kat dinding.
ngk fb org sume tayang muka anak, hoi stress aku kot..
aku skrg dah jadik silent readet kat fb.
,bukan apa aku takut org tny aku psl anak..
no i cant accept that kind of question. SERIUS...

aku suka spent masa ngn asben je skrg.
klu blk kg takde nk kuar umah. takut org tnya.