n.a.k.d.e.m.a.m

ada rasa2 nk demam nih. apsal? ntah lah. nk kata kena ujan, idak pun. nk kata berpanas, pun idak. naper senornya? agaknya Dia sayang kan aku, sbb tu aku terpilih utk terima ujian nih.opps, klu bley aku nk sihat2 jer sbb bnyk sgt mende yg blm settle. bz sgt2 rasanya kt opis. smpi tk smpt nk berilek2 mcm kt opis lama. kira skrg nih, aku rasa mcm berbaloi sgt ler gaji yg aku dapat tu. sbb keje aku mmg bnyk sgt2, smpikan kadang2 ada mende yg tk terbuat. balik umah pun, tkleh ada kesempatan, mmg rasa nk tido jer. i'm really2 tired. sbb tu next week aku dh amik cuti 2 hari. just nk bg masa utk diri sendiri.

pagi tadi pun, dh ada 2 meeting. ptg nih ada lagi 2 meeting. can u imagine i've 2 organize 4 meeting a day? oh, my godness. slama dh 5 years aku dlm dunia kerja nih, ini lah pengalaman yg paling mahal lah..pasni siap aa nkwat minit meeting. huhuhuh...

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okeh, stop citer opis. citer psl own life plak..

malam td g diner ngn inceek tunang. thanks lah inceek tunang tersayang sbb banjer mamam ikan. best lah mamam, abis diet saya. (pasni jgn kutuk klu saya dh gemuk yer inceek..) heheheh..

inceek tunang tnya pendapat aku klu dia nk apply new job which is based @ melaka/ J.B..so aku ngn penuh confident terus jawab, "melaka". y? ("oohh, ur hometown kan?" "nop lah. dun wory my luv"..) aku ngn condifent suh dia apply melaka bcoz aku tknk berjauhan ngn kedua2 family. meaning, family aku n family inceek tunang..

it is because, both of us are d hope of family. am i too perasan bout this? come on okeh, not 2 say aku nih anak emas ker aper..mmg aku akui, kadang2 aku terasa yg my parent lebihkan adik beradik yg lain berbanding aku. yup, i realized it. but, that's not d fact..d fact is that, aku ada rasa tanggungjawab towards both family..aku tknk berjauhan ngn family. in case of emergency ker aper ker. i wanna both of us to be d 1st 2 reach them.

sblm nih pun, mmg aku dh ada pengalaman sebegini. bila mak tk sihat, aku bley balik slalu utk jenguk mereka. at least aku bule tlg bwk g spital ker, help them 2 buy their needs ker..anything. so, pasnih aku akan ada 2 family. so, klu duk melaka, idaklah jauh sgt pun nk balik sban kan. even klu emergency @ middle of night pun, takde kesukaran utk balik. camtu lah aku pikir. tapi, apa2 pun, up 2 inceek tunang lah. as her future wife, i just follow. let him decide what is good for us..