just few hours before my new life begin..
so many feelings inside. feel so excited, nervous, a bit calm & also worry.
why? many reasons behind it la.
1. hopefully bule habiskan kursus yg bakal mencabar minda & fizikal dgn jayanya
2. hopefully bule grads with flying colors, somethin to be proud on convocation day
3. hopefully got an ample time 2 prepare 4 wedding (since i choose 1.10.11 as wedding date -tentatively, still waiting for approval from both side)
serius, starting tomorrow, a huge changes in my life.
kuatkah semangat aku utk hadapi & jalani semua aktiviti? kalau ikutkan semangat, takde masalah rasanya. mmg aku seorang yg bersemangat. cumanya, bila dipikirkan tentang fizikal, a bit worry. I'm 30th now. adakah aku punya kemantapan fizikal sama seperti mereka yg berumur 24 - 27 years old? berjayakah aku harungi semua modul dalam kursus nanti. saat2 sebegini, nothing can be done. just berserah 2 HIM. hopefully, aku diberikan kekuatan utk menghadapi dugaan dalam masa 7 bulan mendatang..
not like others which really worried bout their fiancee, for me not so much worry bout him. coz, both of us are matured enough. tak pernah lupa bordoa, moga DIA kuatkan rasa kasih sayang & rasa cinta diantara kami berdua..AMIN. instead of everybody said there are lot of dugaan during courses, i think a distance will make us closer within our heart.
other than that, i'm worry bout our wedding preparation. should i have an ample time 2 do all the messy things since i only got only 2 and half months before our BIG DAY. i'm thinking when is d rite time for us to take our picture together. the picture that we need to put in our wedding card (optional) & it is compulsory to put in our banner. the reason is that, i think during 7 and half months nih, surely i've comot face la. very dull one. i'll have little time for myself. so, how to make our photo look good. only him will maintain his good looking all d time, but not me..so, what should i do?
other than that, i do not know my figure outlook after this. should i become very thin or i become more bigger than now. still have no idea. only for 2 months, should i have a time to go for facial & spa? homaigood...there are lot of things inside my head.
hopefully i'll pass this courses with flying colours & got time 2 prepare 4 my wed.
she's still have not finish yet packing her stuff. so lazy she are rite now. she just do reading others blog.
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