c.o.u.r.s.e

i'm at home rite now. just coming back from work. i'm trying 2 set up my mind for course tomorrow. i've 2 attend course at IKIM at Jalan Duta 4 2 days. tomorrow & d day after tomorrow. quite long time i'm not driving 2 KL. last time during my induction course in august last year. so, i've 2 wake up early next morning otherwise i could not reach there by 8am.

ptg td, i've called my mom. she's still not well yet. dun know what 2 do. just asked her 2 take medicine & careful bout d food taken. i'm so excited 2 wait 4 weekend. i wanna go home 2 see my mom.

one more, it's quite a long time i did not write about him. my complicated man. ekcely, he made me upset lately. almost 2 week i did not seen him. last 2 week, he promised 2 meet me but he couldn't bcoz he was involved in accident. really sorry 4 him n thank 2 God, he safe with slightly pain. last week, he promised me 2 meet me but, again he failed 2 turn up. d reason is, raining. he promised me a day before. when i called him and asked about it, he said he was not sure yet n it depend on weather. i dun want 2 argue bout that. just kept silence like no heart feeling. but, i'm really mad at him. i can't accept anybody who break promise even 4 smallest thing. if u said that u want 2 do somehing, u have to do that. otherwise, do not make a promise at all.

he came 2 see me today & we go 4 lunch. he brought me a supplement n set of lingerie. it's quite expensive. RM230 for ligerie & rm115 for supplement. even he lend me money. really thanks 2 him. he so concious bout me. he spend a lot 4 me. i know that he so good 4 me. that's why i'm always try my best to be very kind to him. i dun want 2 involve in any conflict with him. but, sometimes my heart told me that i'm fed up wt him when he make me upset..