s.e.n.g.a.l

sengal aku nih eh? naper? yelah, aku tk prasan langsung yg sebeday aku tahun nih dlm bln ramadhan. udah tu? camner mau tunang waktu sebeday? jimat mmg sesangat ler sbb tkyah jamu org mamam tp, klu nk terasa menerima kutukan maha hebat, dipersilakan. psl date tu pun mujur mamat complicated tu bgtau. klu idak, smpi sudah aku tk prasan. so, aku try suggest date baru, 1st of august. tp, mamat tu diam jer. no komen. aku pun malas nak mencetuskan isu, just keep silent lah. kang gaduh lagi. i'm exhausted 2 fight again n again bout this matter.

aku berserah pd takdir jer. klu ada rezeki aku, dptlah tunang masa tu nnti. klu idak, just accept. not 2 say aku tk usaha okeh. i've try my best but at last, it depend on our partner. if only one side yg bersungguh, it doesn't work at all. klu dia tkmo, aku nak tunang ngn saper? ngn mawi bule? hehehe.

even my parent didn't say anything bout this anymore. i know they already upset wt me. d very stubborn daughter that they have. 4 them, i'm not serious in planning my future. but, they don't realize that this involved 3rd party. how could i say 2 them? i've no idea at all..

last saturday, i had a meeting wt tuition centre. guess what? i'll become one of teacher 4 d centre. actually what is d reason 2 become a teacher? in fact, i hate this job before. d only reason that i've rite now, i want 2 get extra money (of course 4 wedding purposes) & i like 2 share my knowledge wt students. i enjoy when dealing wt education,e.g getting knowledge, do homework n seeing others get success. i realized this when i feel so happy when i can help my sister in doin her assignment. so, i'm really hope that i will enjoy wt my new profession bebeh..mcm nk quit from gomen eh? no lah. teacher only as part time job okeh. i luv my job with fisheries wt full of heart even i've less time 4 my self. guess what, after 6 months of working here, i'm glad that my bosses never scold me..so, i'm really hope that this situation will last long..hehehe