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2010 dah menjelma. arini dah ari ke-3 dlm 2010 nih. bukan apa, tahun nih kira spesel skit sbb usia aku dah menginjak ke 30 tahun. klu ikutkan bln mmg blm lagik, but if we refer 2 year, yup i'm 30 right now.

alamak, umur dah 30 eh? macam dh tua jer rasanya..ekcely, if i turn back time 10 years ago, masa tu aku target ms umur 30 nih aku dah settle down dah pun. punya husband & anak2 disamping bergelar wanita berkerjaya. unfortunately, now i'm still single. not married yet but i'm engaged to somebody special who just turn up into my life since i was 24 years old. in fact, my boy during my 20 years old has dissappeared. ekcely, both of them got married and become a father already. sedangkan aku, masih single & sedang mencuba sedaya upaya utk mencipta kebahagiaan buat diri sendiri. Yup, it's sound funny but that's d fact i've 2 face..

so, moral of d story, we can plan our future life but we can't predict what will happened 2 us..anyhow, i'm so thankful 2 God 4 giving me an oppurtunity 2 meet somebody special which make me happy all d time..

td, aku terbaca my personal notes in early 2009. so, bila dh terbaca note tu, baru aku realized that azam aku ms 2009 was 2 get married. i know that, i've my own reason y i wrote that azam. tapi, nmpknya tak tercapai. so, i've 2 carry forward my previous azam. hopefully tahun nih ada rezeki utk aku berkawen. i'm so excited 2 become somebody's wife. so that i can make my parents smile again..i wanna be gud daughter 4 them..sbb aku rasa, even umur aku dh 30, but jasa aku utk both of my parent is not enough compared wt what they have done 2 me..

mum & dad,
i luv u all d time..

my luv,
i'm looking forward 2 be gud wife..